Friday 7 September 2012

Ross Olivier


For a while now I have wanted to give tribute to Ross Olivier on this blog. Each time I begin I’m lost for words to describe what his ministry and guidance meant. With only two weeks left to ordination I’m running out of time so I’ve decided to simply say that Ross made a deep impression on me as a minister, he taught me how to care, how to give my best and how to not be afraid to aim high.

For now the best I can do to honour him is to share one of his sermons with you, which gives some idea of the wonderful; teacher, helper, preacher, minister he was. Still when I read it I can hear his voice and see him rubbing his beard for effect as he preached.

He is sorely missed.
 

T H E C R A Z Y FA R M E R

Matthew 13:1-9

“When a great crowd gathered, and people from town after town came to Him, He said in a parable, “A sower went out to sow his seed. As he sowed, some seeds fell on the path, were trampled on, and the birds of the air ate it up. Some seeds fell on the rock and as it grew up, it withered for lack of moisture. Some seeds fell among thorns, and the thorns grew and choked it. And some fell into good soil where it grew, and it produced a hundredfold. As He said this, He called out ‘Let anyone withears listen.’”

It’s wonderful listening to the sounds of worship and music this morning: the sounds of the congregation engaged, the sound of the music, of the bells, of the choir, of the children and the babies. They are all the sounds of worship.

Speaking about all these different sounds reminds me of the two elderly ladies sitting on a porch one evening, listening to the sounds around them. One was listening to the sounds of a ladies’ choir practicing in the church across the road in the town hall. She was completely enjoying the sounds of that ladies’ choir.

The other one was more tuned into nature, and she was listening to the sounds of the little crickets making their sound in the grass. The first lady, the one listening to the ladies’ choir, said “Don’t they make just the most beautiful sound?” And the one listening to the crickets said “You are so right. And do you know they do it by rubbing their legs together?”

It matters what you are listening for.

As we turn to our passage of scripture, I’ve sometimes listened to being preached - I’ve heard it preached on many occasions – and often as I’ve listened I’ve come away feeling dreadfully inadequate and sometimes very depressed. Sometimes I’m not sure whether the preacher and I are reading the same Bible.

More often than not, this passage is presented something like this: the preacher says “Well, there are four types of human soil. There is soil that is like a trampled path. It is hard, hard-hearted, unyielding; it’s a closed surface; it’s hard-crusted; it’s unreceptive and the word of God cannot penetrate such soil. The seed just lies on top and the birds come and devour it. Some of you are just like that soil. You are impenetrable; you are hard.” And then the preacher says “And then you get soil that’s like a rock. Its shallow soil, and hard underneath. It’s stony; it’s people with stony hearts; it’s people who have no depth. The seed lies on the hard rock and the wind and the rain come and they wash it off. Some of you are like that. You are as tough as a rock, and you’ve got no spiritual moisture.” The preacher goes on and says “Some soil is overgrown with weeds. It’s like a jungle out there. It’s a mess. It’s full of poisonous growth; it’s wild; it’s destructive. And some of you are like that. Your lives are platted and thorny and full of poisonous growth.”

Are you beginning to feel down yet? “And then, the preacher says, “and then there’s good soil. It’s ready, and it’s about to be prepared, and it’s been ploughed. Some of you, some of you are like that. You are ready, and you are receptive; you have potential for good growth. You are the good people. You are God’s people. All the others, the path, and the rock and the weeds, well... you are on your way to Hell.” You know the kind of sermon I mean?

Well, what’s the problem? Here’s the problem. It’s got the focus all wrong. You see, the focus of Jesus’ teaching – and in this parable specifically – is that it’s not about the soils, it’s about the sower. It’s about the farmer, not about us. It’s about God, and it points the way to the magnificent grace and generosity of this crazy, crazy farmer who walks about with his bag of precious seed, sowing it wildly, with gay abandon.

He’s a different kind of sower. Farmers are normally much more deliberate than that. Do you know any farmer who would sow seed except where the ground has been very, very carefully prepared, made fertile? Farmers don’t walk around with bags of seed and sow it everywhere. They don’t waste a drop of it. But the farmer in our text, he’s not like that. He just sows to the wind. He sows to every corner. He sows and he throws seed on hardened parts and rocky outcrops, and amongst the weeds with its undergrowth, and here’s the portrait – it’s a portrait of God; it’s the portrait of Jesus liberally and joyfully and generously sowing the precious seed of saving grace everywhere… and it’s a magnificent portrait. It’s a picture of wonder and mercy and graciousness and tenderness, and it knows no restrictive bounds. It doesn’t wait until it finds perfect soil before distributing the costly grace. It simply lets it go, and throws it out, and scatters, and here’s the miracle – somewhere, somehow, in the mystery and awesomeness of God’s grace, it takes root and begins to grow, even on hardened paths, even on rocky surfaces, even amongst the weed-filled patches.

In the midst of the most unlikely and improbable places, new life is formed and new growth begins to take place, and it’s absolutely beautiful. It’s the miracle of God’s love for us, and its good news. It’s really good news. For you see, the truth of us is that not one of us, not one of us, is a life that is perfectly tilled or perfectly prepared. None of us is perfect soil. Each of us is a mixture of all those soils. Every one of us has parts of our lives that are like that path.

Tuesday 4 September 2012

A change will do you good


Change can be such a pain! Don’t get me wrong; I love an adventure, a new address and a fresh circumstance as much as the next person, but the actual change is not easy. As Isaac Asimov said, “Life is pleasant, death is peaceful, it’s only the transition that’s troublesome.” 

Maybe this is the real reason I don’t like change, because I don’t really know how to transition. It sounds common sense but I’m still learning that to change I have to actually leave the old before I can appropriately embrace the new. Every change in life requires this. When I got married I had to say goodbye to my bachelor life to properly welcome married life. As long as the bachelor Collin lived, the married Collin would not have a happy existence. Both Collins could not remain, one had to go. When Claire and I first had Grace it took us a while to transition from our old to our new way of life. Our old life had to die before we could receive parenthood with joy.

God forever compels me to change, to commit to a new way of being, but I put off the change I resist the transition and this is the most unhappy existence. I come across so many angry and restless people who live this painful reality; torn between being called to the new but too afraid, too unsure, and not ready to let go of the old.

How much time and energy we waste fighting for things that just aren’t any more, battling for the way things used to be. God’s wonderful promise is to turn every end into a transition to new life, relentlessly turning every dead-end into a new-beginning. But we must make the difficult choice, we must accept that new beginning for it to ever be a beginning at all.

At this time of year nature looks at its worst all hopeless and dead; if you look closely buds are emerging, the air is warming and something wonderful is about to happen. But for spring to come nature must let go of winter.
Maybe a change, even a tough one, will do me good.

Anyone who holds onto life just as it is, destroys that life. But the one who reckless in their love, lets it go, will have life, real and eternal.  John 12:25MSG